Finding My Voice

It's been over a month since I've written a post. I've been busy with  getting back to a work/school schedule. I've been too busy with life to want to write. Let me explain. Writing is a cathartic exercise for me. I write about my feelings, my thoughts and life to share my perspective. It isn't about the validation. It is a need to express my thoughts and feelings without feeling vulnerable and exposed. I can say what I feel. As a result, I've come to accept, and grown comfortable with my feelings and the conflict that surrounds me in life. I gained a new perspective because I've released the shame, frustration and feelings of failure I carried around with me. I didn't even know how those feelings were undermining my growth until the last few months. Writing forced me to confront a situation, and reflect on it in a way that speaking about it with close friends doesn't provide. In writing this blog, I've found my voice. Now, it's up to me to continue to use it. This is the next hurdle I will need to work on. The discipline required to continually write.

I appreciate everyone who has taken time to read it. I appreciate your kinds words of support, your thoughts, and sharing your stories. You helped me along this journey to get to this point, and I couldn't be here without each of you.
Peace and Love,
C.